So it's been awhile since I spilled so this might be long. Disclaimer done with...
Its the summer now and its super fun, scary, saddening and like ten million other emotions: namely laziness. I'm really not doing much. Especially with Patty at her college orientation and Becca in Hawaii and my parents both in Minnesota. But all not for long and I'll be able to be busy again.
I told Keith we should have a clean break. This idea was the result of Alex over thinking. I regret it completely. I don't know how I ever could give Keith up, I care for him way too much. Which sounds weird since I only saw him once. There is something about spending the night with people that makes people really close. Remember- I met Keith at the hotel in Venice. And its not like I actually spent the night with him, I just got to spend a lot of time with him and Ginger, Jon, Mark, Kristen and other Canadians- whom are super amazing. Anyways, he took that idea very badly- of course. Aaand now we aren't talking. Just. Like. I. Wanted.
Other than that I have this empty feeling at the bottom of my stomach. Its been there since the start of the summer and is only getting worse. My theory is that its due to my leaving all my friends. Reasonable, no? I want to cuddle and go on dates with someone who isn't a jackass and lives close to me. AND doesn't already have a girlfriend.
I woke up at four this morning to drop my parents off at the airport and now I'm home. Alone. Bored. I had to wait here for a package to arrive and then drop it off at the property. So I waited and then it arrived. And I drove it over there. ALL the way over there. Then I found the Sonic in that area and grabbed a drink. This was the fun part because I talked to some former Lake Travis students who told me I have nothing to fear- and I'd probably make friends really easily; just join a lot of groups. Then on the way back this car full of boys started waving at me. They were very attractive so I waved back :D. Then I ran over to Becca's and watered the plant and fed the cats.
I have to pick up my brother soon.
OH the house is getting further along! Its amazing.
I found out what I have to read for the summer. But I forgot. Good thing I saved that sucker! I need to get those books soon.
Time to go play DDR.
Alexandra out.
